Wrestling with grief, love, and creation, a reclusive painter struggles to navigate the decline of her beloved with the help of a loyal 13-year-old neighbor, a trusty pickup truck, and a couple of shovels. Nancy Foley's I Am Agatha is a striking first novel, jumping off from scant details of the life of a true historical figure to follow the author's imagination beyond. Like its protagonist, this story is sure-footed and occasionally, markedly vulnerable.
Based upon the painter Agnes Martin, Foley's Agatha Smithson leaves 1960s New York City to resurface in New Mexico, where she builds an adobe house on a high mesa, lives mostly apart from society, and creates her life's finest works. She's passionate about her home and her "ocean canyon": "It's ridiculous that anything goes on anywhere other than Mesa Portales, that one can isolate oneself from the world but still it goes about its business." She is prickly, domineering, capable of grim humor. "You'd sure make my job easier if you could give a straight answer now and then," comments a local lawyer. "But I guess it's not in your character."
Agatha is peremptory, "quick to recognize the correct path forward in all situations." She is given to strong allegiances but demands great loyalty and holds long grudges; her friends are few and precious. Thirteen-year-old Josey is, like Agatha, obstinate, free-willed, and given to few words. He is her ally, a valued hard worker, and a vital human connection. Agatha has one great love, found later in life: a widow named Alice, who lives alone with a secret buried in her backyard. As Alice's dementia worsens, Agatha will be late to learn what secrets have been kept from her, too. Fierce and indomitable, Agatha is also overwhelmed by love and grief.
Driven by commitment to her work, which she takes very seriously, Agatha is moved not at all by the opinions of others. But in Alice, she finds something different and shocking. "Work is not the only thing in life," Agatha says, to a young disciple's incredulity, but "I surprise myself by feeling it to be true. I would do anything possible, anything at all, to keep Alice with me." Agatha's big, brash personality and determination to grow old with Alice is pitted against more staid forces like Alice's son, who would rather move his mild-mannered mother into assisted living. An accomplished artist and staunch recluse, Agatha does not easily brook resistance, but the end of Alice's life will be one of her greatest struggles. I Am Agatha is an arresting, darkly funny, and heartrending consideration of life, love, and endings. --Julia Kastner, blogger at pagesofjulia
Shelf Talker: A solitary aging painter rages against the slow loss of her partner to dementia in this spare, feeling first novel.