Chloe Benjamin is the author of The Immortalists and The Anatomy of Dreams. Her latest novel, Under Story, is an utterly gripping tale of love and science that transports readers to Antarctica and another universe. Find out how her research focusing on physics and biology led her to the largest facility on the continent, where it flourished into a high-stakes theory about the possibility of time moving backwards.
The Writer's Life
Chloe Benjamin: A Backwards-Moving Universe
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Chloe Benjamin is the author of The Immortalists and The Anatomy of Dreams. Her latest novel, Under Story (Putnam; reviewed in this issue), is an utterly gripping tale of love and science that transports readers to Antarctica and to another universe.
How did you come to Antarctica as a key setting for the novel?
I became interested in Antarctica because of a news story that inspired the novel. In 2020, ANITA, a real-life neutrino experiment in Antarctica, had found unusual results that were then very speculatively linked to this idea of a CPT [charge conjugation, parity, time reversal] symmetric universe. One where the universe has two parts: one moves forward in time, and one moves backward. That was shortly thereafter shot down by scientists, but I found it fascinating, and my imagination ran away with it. And so, knowing that the book would then be set at McMurdo Station, I started to think about what my character might do and where the tension in the novel would come from. That's where this idea of a divorced couple came in. I wanted there to be a central relationship with high stakes and tension. And so that got me thinking about what might have happened in their relationship and what might have sent her [Laurel, the protagonist] to McMurdo.
Was there anything that really surprised you or that you hadn't thought of about life at McMurdo Station?
Yes! I mean, so much. I found it really fascinating how people from such varied walks of life come to McMurdo. There are people who have all kinds of life experiences, educational backgrounds, professional backgrounds, and I think that makes for a really rich stew of people. And then of course, you also have people who are there to do the science work on base. So it's this eclectic community. And that really interested me as a writer.
I think whenever you have an intense kind of group of people living and working together, I imagine that it creates a really powerful bond and also, of course, a bond with the landscape, which is something that few of us get to see.
Under Story feels so wonderfully thick with research, from apple farming to fungi to marine life in Antarctica to physics. What topic did you spend the most time on, or, to put it another way: which topic captured you the most?
Well, I think the most time was definitely on the physics and biology of the anti-universe. I really wanted to create this sense of verisimilitude where, as a reader, you're wondering, is this real? Is this a theory? Could this be real? And so I had spreadsheets that traced the backwards life cycle in plants, animals, and fungi. Just thinking through all the riddles of a backwards-moving universe, those were a thrilling part of the process. Also, it could just be so mentally grueling. I think in ways I'm still recovering intellectually from writing this book. I had a level of exhaustion that I haven't ever had before. I was really gripped by all of it. But one more thing that I'd love to mention is just how moved I was by what I learned about the non-human. How other forms of life navigate, build relationships, survive, reinvent themselves, and make intelligent decisions. I came away feeling a lot of awe and respect for parts of the natural world that I had never really considered before. That's changed my life quite a bit. I stopped eating meat while writing this book, which is something I never expected. And in general, I think I feel a tenderness toward other forms of life that I also couldn't have imagined I would come away from this research process feeling.
I feel like a theme between your last novel and this one is free will versus an ordained future. I'm curious when you first became interested in this topic.
That is so much of what the book addresses. But I think I don't consider it in those terms so much as the idea of knowledge and mystery, or knowledge and uncertainty. I am someone who has always struggled with uncertainty and mortality. I just have a hard time accepting the fact that we have to continue on in life knowing that we'll lose the people we love and not knowing how long we'll be here. And so I think my work often grapples with those questions. This isn't a grand reveal because I have written about this in the past, but I have OCD and have gone through treatment for that. An OCD therapist once described that disorder as an allergy to uncertainty, which I think is so apt. So I think of it more in those terms. I also find that mystery is one of the most wondrous and exciting parts of human life. So I don't only see it as a negative. I think it's the place where imagination comes from, where belief can come from. It's a place where the stories that we tell ourselves can then have bearing on reality. But I think it can certainly be a double-edged sword, and I tend to return to that again and again.
You mentioned you grew up reading and loving certain authors. Are there any that come to mind that you found formative?
Absolutely. I mentioned that I grew up loving literary fiction, but I also very much grew up reading young adult books that had this combination of high-concept premise and character-driven execution, books like A Wrinkle in Time or The Giver. I often talk about His Dark Materials by Philip Pullman and how much that series has influenced this novel. I think I was becoming a writer and a reader at this kind of golden age where you had really imaginative speculative writing that was paired with beautiful language and character work. And then more recently, I would say some of the books that influenced this one are Ted Chiang's science fiction (I think he's so inventive and love how he starts with a premise and pushes it as far as he possibly can); The Southern Reach trilogy by Jeff VanderMeer; and Susanna Clarke--she is a literary fantasy writer that I absolutely love. Piranesi and Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell are two of hers that were both quite influential for me. There are so many authors that I feel really indebted to, and that showed me the way. --Nina Semczuk, writer, editor, and illustrator