Poet and memoirist Honor Moore's A Termination is a fascinatingly discursive memoir that circles her 1969 abortion and contrasts societal mores across her lifetime.
During the spring in question, Moore (Our Revolution) was a 23-year-old drama school student. Her lover, L, was her professor. But she also had unwanted sex with a photographer. She did not know which man had impregnated her, but she did know she didn't feel prepared to become a mother. She convinced a psychiatrist that doing so would destroy her mental health, and he referred her to an obstetrician for a hospital procedure. The termination was "my first autonomous decision," Moore insists, a way of saying, "I want this life, not that life."
Family and social factors put Moore's experiences into perspective. The first doctor she saw refused Moore's contraception request because she was unmarried. Her mother, however, bore nine children and declined to abort a pregnancy when advised to do so for medical reasons. Moore observes she made her own decision almost 10 years before "the word choice replaced pro abortion."
This concise work is composed of crystalline fragments. The stream of consciousness moves back and forth in time, incorporating occasional second- and third-person narration as well as highbrow art and literature references. Moore writes one scene as if it's in a play and imagines alternative scenarios in which she has a son; though she is curious, she is not remorseful. The granular attention to women's lives recalls Annie Ernaux, while the kaleidoscopic yet fluid approach is reminiscent of Sigrid Nunez's work. It's a stunning rendering of steps on her childfree path. --Rebecca Foster, freelance reviewer, proofreader and blogger at Bookish Beck