One Last Chance to Live by Francisco X. Stork (I Am Not Alone) reveals the thoughtful, moving account of a life on the edge through the journal entries of a young man debating whether to follow in the footsteps of his mentor, who was recently found "dead from a heroin overdose in a hotel room in Queens."
Seventeen-year-old Nico wants to be a great writer, so he signs up for Mr. Cortazar's English class with the "insane requirement" that he journal "at least five hundred words every single day." Rosario, the girl he loved and admired, also wanted to be a great writer. Now she's dead. Nico has dreams of his own funeral, in which his mother, Julia, and brother, Javier, are "previously departed," and Rosario is trying to tell him something important. Upon waking, Nico becomes increasingly obsessed with whether Rosario, not a known drug user, died "on purpose or by accident." When his mother is diagnosed with terminal lung cancer and Javier falls in deeper with the X-Teca gang, Nico fears his dream was prescient. As his hope for the future wanes, he wonders if this is how Rosario felt right before she died. If so, what's stopping him from taking the same way out?
Stork's nuanced dive into suicidal ideation is written in a close, achingly honest voice. The private journal entries are a flowing confessional, and readers witness the toll "the crappy part of living" takes on the young man. Underlying all is the profound and believable hope that Nico will overcome his obstacles and be able to recognize his writing--and his life--for the precious gifts they are. --Lynn Becker, reviewer, blogger, and children's book author