National Book Award-winning translator Bruna Dantas Lobato makes her authorial debut with Blue Light Hours, a subtle, contemplative story of a mother and daughter divided by 4,000 miles, who come together via screentime and memory. With love, care, quiet humor, and pervasive yearning, this thoughtful story explores the dilemmas of coming of age and leaving home, the tension between separation and connection.
On a full scholarship, the daughter departs her home in Natal, Brazil, "prepared to brave the world, even if it hurt me," for a liberal arts college in a remote part of Vermont, leaving behind a mother who suffers from insomnia, migraines, and depression. The daughter navigates unfamiliar culture, food, and language, while the mother observes her first Christmas alone. The daughter feels guilt, torn between two very different lives. Both women rely on their Skype calls: "On the shiny blue screen, there was my mother, my friend, the only person who always knew me." This story is told in three sections, "Daughter," "Mother," and "Reunion,” but "Daughter" occupies the bulk of the book, so that readers see her loneliness and her striving to make a new life work, even as she worries about what she's left behind.
Blue Light Hours documents with wisdom and tenderness what is gained and lost when one leaves a home to build another, and the less universal experience of putting a 27-hour flight between mother and child. It tells painful, beautiful truths: with independence comes loneliness as well as freedom, and raising a daughter also involves losing her. Dantas Lobato's careful, lovely prose will linger long after these pages end. --Julia Kastner, librarian and blogger at pagesofjulia