Brigitte Giraud, the author of more than a dozen novels, won the 2022 Prix Goncourt for Vivre vite. Now published in the U.S. under the title Live Fast, this is Giraud's first book to be translated from French to English. The highly autobiographical novel examines the 1999 death of the narrator's 41-year-old husband, Claude, in a motorcycle accident. She writes: "There was only one thing I was truly obsessed with... I'd persisted in trying to understand how the accident happened.... My brain had never stopped running wild."
Brief, taut, and tortured, Live Fast begins as the narrator, Brigitte, sells the house she and Claude had been moving into at the time of his death 20 years earlier. Letting the house go is significant, but she has never let go of her confusion and despair over her loss. "The house is at the heart of what caused the accident," she insists, then embarks on a list of hypotheticals, such as "If only I hadn't wanted to sell the apartment," "if only my mother hadn't called my brother to tell him we had a garage," "if only it had rained," and on and on. These wishes form the novel's chapter titles, and Brigitte compulsively dissects each point on a diagram about cause and effect.
In examining these large and small, exceptional and mundane events, Giraud maps grief and yearning as much as the tragic death of a beloved husband and father. Cory Stockwell's stark translation blends emotion and analysis in the voice of a woman as bereft as ever. Live Fast is a pained but lucid look at loss in its long term. --Julia Kastner, blogger at pagesofjulia