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Jeanna Kadlec is a writer, astrologer, former lingerie boutique owner and recovering academic. A born-and-bred Midwesterner, she now lives in Brooklyn, N.Y. Her writing has appeared in Elle, Nylon, O magazine, Allure, Catapult, Literary Hub, Autostraddle and more. Her debut memoir, Heretic (October 25, HarperCollins), is about her breaking from the Evangelical church and coming out as queer.
Handsell readers your book in 25 words or less:
Heretic is a story of (queer) rebirth after a loss of self, community and faith, set against the backdrop of white evangelicalism's rise to power.
On your nightstand now:
Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer is quite literally on my nightstand--just a beautiful, poetic before-bed read. I am also making my way through Joe Osmundson's stunning Virology: Essays for the Living, the Dead, and the Small Things in Between. I find myself rushing through a few essays at a time and then needing to sit for a week and process them. How they managed to write a book that is so prescient and timely and yet so timeless and universal--it's what everyone should be reading right now.
Favorite book when you were a child:
Like many other writers, I read voraciously as a child. But the book that I read and cherished the most and that has unquestionably had the largest impact on my life? The Bible. No contest.
My favorite book of the Bible growing up was the Book of Esther--for what should be relatively obvious reasons. (Female protagonist saves her people, etc.) However, in hindsight, the fact that it's the only book of the Bible that does not explicitly mention God by name feels like foreshadowing.
Your top five authors:
Just off the top of my head and sticking to writers who are no longer with us: Mary Wollstonecraft, Virginia Woolf, Audre Lorde, Mary Oliver, Toni Morrison. All of whose work has had just the most extraordinary impact on how I think and feel and process and create and understand the world.
Book you've faked reading:
Ulysses is at the top of my DNF list. I read a good chunk of it while in grad school--the professor made us all teach on different chapters, ensuring that we had to do at least some of it (I got the music one)--but I definitely didn't finish.
If my Ph.D. program taught me anything, it's that absolutely no one has read everything. We all have gaps in time periods or genres. So, normally, I am the first one to admit I haven't read a certain "classic" or bestseller, because who cares? But sometimes I do lie, almost exclusively when cishet men are involved, because I don't want to fight with some tech bro who is going to make it his mission to get me to read The Catcher in the Rye. I'm tired.
Book you're an evangelist for:
Lilly Dancyger's genre-busting memoir, Negative Space. Memoir as detective novel, as interpolated conversation with a dead parent, as dialogue between two artists in one family. Even though I read various pre-publication drafts over the years, I've still read it three or four times since. It's so engrossing, and I learn something new about craft every time. Plus, the imagery of her dad's art printed there next to her words is so moving, so rich.
Also! One of my favorite reads of 2022 that I can't stop raving about is Tajja Isen's brilliant essay collection Some of My Best Friends, which has a lot to do with how structural racism works in places as seemingly disparate as the voice-over industry and law school. So sharp, insightful and also funny. Please read it so we can scream about it together.
Book you've bought for the cover:
So, Ashley Herring Blake's Delilah Green Doesn't Care was recommended to me as a very hot f/f romance, but the fact that the character art on the cover looks, not insignificantly, like me and my girlfriend wasn't not a factor.
Book you hid from your parents:
Jennifer Crusie's romances from the library--Welcome to Temptation, Faking It, Bet Me. (Although, because my mom was the one bringing me to the library, I can't have been that successful.)
Book that changed your life:
One of my more liberal, feminist aunts who married into the family a little later gave me Susan Faludi's Backlash, Elizabeth Wurtzel's Bitch, and Jennifer Baumgardner and Amy Richards's Manifesta when I was in middle school. Those books absolutely blew my mind open. They gave me language for feminism, for the double standards between men and women that already infuriated me, for the abuse I witnessed in my home. Though I initially tried to merge my faith and feminism, rather than leave the church altogether (I didn't do that until I came out years later), those books absolutely, unequivocally changed the direction of my life.
Favorite line from a book:
From Kate Chopin's The Awakening: "Whatever came, she had resolved never again to belong to another than herself." That book is so important to me, and that line feels like a personal North Star. It's (fittingly, I think) the epigraph for Heretic.
Five books you'll never part with:
Any of my friends' books that they've personally inscribed to me. Those are pretty precious.
Book you most want to read again for the first time:
Is there any better feeling than the bittersweetness of reading an exquisite new favorite and feeling that "firstness" of it slip away from you as you finish? I'd love to revisit Melissa Febos's Abandon Me or Lidia Yuknavitch's The Chronology of Water--memoirs that I blew through in one sitting, that I remember reading while texting friends: "this is rewiring my writing brain." So, really, any book that cracked open possibility.